1. |
powerless
03:23
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keep having the strangest dreams
they involve you and him
and other things
unsettling
can’t remember remembering
my dreams
each morning i wake up to
thoughts of vivid scenes
and i’m scared
but can’t even scream
don’t ever think i’ve felt this guilty
so now i’ve cleaned my room
i can see my floor
and i’m avoiding food to assume control
but i feel as powerless as ever
and this isn’t a dream anymore
no this isn't a dream anymore
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2. |
old soul
02:31
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i don't know why stupid little things you say stick in my head like glue
fuck being so sensitive over everything
and especially you
cuz I'm pining over a lost cause
digging a deeper hole
we all know I'm impulsive
and i have shitty self control
but everything feels different now
and as a i sat warm from beers and sun
hanging on to your every word
i felt like a kid again
i haven't felt like this in a while
but recently I've been feeling my age
maybe it's cause ur an old soul
maybe it's pheromones, who fucking knows
i never get sick of you
but I'm scared you'll get sick of me
i know i can be a lot
I'm either completely down, or too high energy
cuz I'm pining over a lost cause
digging a deeper hole
we all know I'm hopeless
and i have shitty self control
and i told u how i feel
but in the right light, this feels pretty fucking real
it feels pretty fucking real
this feels pretty fucking real
it feels pretty fucking real
real
pretty fucking real
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3. |
when i feel best
02:25
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it’s always moments like these
snap me out of it
i swear that it's a disease
believe me or not
what’s the difference
they say you’ll reach a higher level of consciousness
cause that’s totally what it’s all about
light as a feather
stiff as a board
and when i get out of the haze
just hope i have the energy
to get out for good
till next time when change and stress trigger
and i am a mess
i swear that's when i feel best
i swear that's when i feel best
i swear that's when i feel best
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4. |
pretend
03:02
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bleaching my hair again
something i do when feeling unstable
as if changing my looks
could change the person within
it’s funny how other people
can influence my mood
once i get this off my chest
i’ll find something else to bother me
been drinking a lot lately
it helps me to dull the unspoken
it helps me to pretend
i’m not broken
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5. |
sitting still
02:34
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6. |
---hidden track---
04:12
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